I'm in the same boat. After a few different meds didn't work, I found latuda and became relatively stable. I felt pretty good, just didn't have the creative drive I had before. Two weeks ago my psych nurse and I decided to go lower my dose a bit to see what would happen. The result was me having more feelings than I remember having in the 4 years since I've been medicated. My wife says I'm talking more now too. It's kind of difficult to know what to do with all the feelings, but it also is great to feel like I can enjoy life instead of just living it.