I just wanted to say thank you to all my friends here for supporting me. I honestly don't recall who I've talk to you or about what but I know that a lot of people were helpful. I am feeling a little bit better today and my mind doesn't feel as muddled and confusing. I saw my doctor and he told me to stay on the meds I'm on into see him into weeks. My therapist called him yesterday because he was worried about me and he also told me he's not sure my doctor is a good fit for me. He has another one in mind if I want to switch that he would like to refer me to for a fresh set of eyes on my condition. I haven't decided yet what I want to do but it would be nice to get a second opinion maybe. I don't know. All I know is I'm glad I'm feeling a little better.