I was on 300 since abou August last year. Was still deeply depressed until early January then my mood shot up and I have not been purely depressed since. However, I fell into a mixed state late January and have been in that since. Does increase to 400 and my lows are not as sever but I still get suicidal at times but have motivation for basic life stuff. Is the agitation that’s killing me and the swings up make me dizzying. Don’t know if I’m making any sense. Sorry.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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