I’m sorry your carrying around so much pain and hurt.
The image that come to mind is the guy carrying a huge bag on his back with rocks or brinks in it. At some point the load becomes too much; and one ends exhausted or dead from the weight. One has a question how long will one carry such pain?
I was once like that...disfunction ruling with no joy or happiness. Little did I know my disfunction was do to sexual abuse as a child. I finally turned to therapy. After many years I’m seeing some form of happiness.
Have you thought of therapy? Therapy does help... letting out the secrets and pains release the tension, stress, and anxiety of secrets.
I hope you will think about getting free of the struggle and pain of secrets. [emoji1362]
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