When feeling paralyzed, it can be so very difficult to even consider going on.
This is when I have to keep putting one foot in front of another and trying so hard. Sometimes, I need to allow myself to just rest, too. It's tough because I feel I am letting people down when I am sooo paralyzed.
I have to take it day-by-day, sometimes minute-by-minute in order to make it through.
I hope you will feel better soon.
WC