Dear T,

It was really nice to see you again on Monday. Like confirmation that I didn’t just make you up or something.

I’m very scared that I might’ve made you mad by saying I was hurt you never returned my call.

I’m really not stable and I would really really like to see you twice a week but I can’t take more time off work.

I thought about calling you tonight but I don’t know what I want or what I would say.

I’m scared to see you on Monday in case now that you’ve had time to think you’re mad at me... but it also seems like it’s what I’m moving towards these days.

Please don’t be mad. Please, please don’t leave me.

GeekyOne