Conversations... like memories? A lot of times at night, particularly if I have triggered that day, I will experience really rapidfire flashbacks, as if I were in a room filled with hundreds of tv screens and each replaying moments of my life... not necessarily good or bad... just moments. It is disturbing... makes me feel claustrophobic or perhaps agoraphobic... yeah.. I guess it is kind of like being in a really crowded room with way too many things going on all at once.
My official diagnosis is ptsd, but I do have a lot of depression and anxiety with that.
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Lord, help me be the person my psychiatrist medicates me to be...
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