I'm conflicted about it. Part of me wants to know everything about him, and part of me is very aware that everything I know about him affects how I am with him and gets in the way of my therapy.

I don't really know anything about him personally I suppose, but he seems a lot more open than my previous T and today I find myself thinking 'I wonder how much he would self-disclose if I asked...' (I pretty much never ask for personal information, because I'm too afraid that my request will be rebuffed and part of me will feel terribly rejected). Anyway, that's an uncomfortable thought for me.

I do also see him in his house, so there's a certain amount of unavoidable self-disclosure there.

I absolutely would not ever want to see him kissing anyone, bloody hell. No.