This morning i got out of IP. It felt like leaving home. I didnt wanna leave. I know i had to, but this time, being there for 6 weeks made me feel better. No decisions. No duties. No talking. Nothing to do... just being there. I feel like i want to go back there.

Now at home nobody bother me, my cats are awesome but i felt safer there. Im afraid I'll fall down the dark tunnel again (and feel like i never left it). Im tired

Is it common? Prefer to stay IP rather than home?