I hear ya loud and clear elmarko. I posted about a similar thing recently, dreams so real it is hard to convince yourself upon waking that it didn't happen. I often remember my dreams but lately I have been having dreams that disturb my sleep but that I can't remember when I wake up so I haven't had that particular problem for a while. I'm sorry that I don't have any suggestions tho, other than what I do, which is just to keep telling myself it wasn't real, didn't happen, until the "realness" of it fades, which I've found it always does eventually. I know how disturbing these dreams can be, especially when they seem to be directed at your most vulnerable spots. My thoughts are with you tho, anway, just so you know it's not just you, so to speak. And again, the feeling will pass, try not to let it get to you too much. TC