I was speaking with my T about the nuttiness of the sky continuing to fall on my head everytime I turn around. Talking about spirtual beliefs and caring for myself. Well, I came home just a few minutes ago and was checking email and found an email to hubby from his attorney with an attached letter to his employer. Seems that the recent newspaper article has caused his employer to want to fire him. He did not tell me. I think he found out yesterday because he came home "sick". He is away at a play rehearsal and I was at wrestling with my youngest. It just ain't funny. Everytime I turn around it's something else. So yes, I am venting. EVERY SINGLE DAY IT"S MORE NONSENSE. My daughter's school is in a place with no cell phone signal and my son who lives 5 hours away left me a nasty voice mail tonight telling me thanks a lot for being there for him because he had a wreck and his car is seriously damaged and where am I when he needs me? I tried calling him when I got a signal and left a message telling him he should know I ALWAYS have my pager and if he really needed me he could have called and I would have used the pay phone to call him. I called him when I got home and he answered and was calm. All I can say is everytime I turn around it's another crisis, trauma, worry. And what do I do with all of this? I am the sole supporter of this family and am now paying over 650 a month for insurance. (health) I am hanging on by the skin of my nails at work and it doesn't get easier. I have a really hard job. Just complaining.