Very good question! I guess the only thing I really believe I have control of is how I treat the people around me and how hard I try at work. Everything else is somewhat fate and or devine intervention if you will. I do believe in god; however, does god really control our every thoughts and feelings in regards to fear, anxiety,happiness, sadness, and love? If so, then why this?

Isn't our choices in life decided by our "free will"? I believe that every action has a reaction and sets the direction for our life. My anxiety is likely just another hurdle for me but whether it changes the outcome or not in my life is what worries me the most.