Thankyou for believing In me. Even if I sat the exam it would have run out by the time I got back to completing it. I am sure that you realised I may have took some of the classmates jokes to heart. I joked too but just in answer to others.
I was depressed as hell I even cried in psychology and had to leave the class before anyone noticed. I petered out as the year went on. I re-applied but went for an HNC after a summer month in rehab. But I wasn't ready to go back to work or college.
I didn't sit higher English because I doubted myself. I attented because i was scared if I stopped completely that It would be the end of me and I would be stuck stacking shelves and my brain would become idle. It was better doing something than nothing.