I think you should try to contact someone, try and get hold of a psychiatrist that understands what you are experiencing now.

Your behavior is starting to get dangerous, both for you and for others. (Example: reckless driving, spending money)

What medications have been working for you earlier? You seem to just get a tad better and then fly right back into psychosis/mania atm. I am concerned about your safety, even though I got the understanding you are used to pretty severe visions. Please stay safe, dear. And please try to stay in the right dimension of time.