Well I could see how having no legs would severely limit your mobility. Sorry to hear that. I was speaking of a metophorical rather than an actual bed. I would probably feel like a prisoner too. I’m a little concerned about the LSD though. Having a lonely bad trip would be horrible. Maybe in your situation feeling “high” from mania is helping you. I have no way to truely understanding what you are going through, but I hope you find a pleasant state of being somehow.