I’m not an old man, but I’m a moderately old woman. I too look back at all things that I could have, would have, should have done...but didn’t. Dealing with a chronic illness for years and then decades can really suck the life out of you. I’m fortunate enough to still feel human on good days. On bad days I feel like little more that a big wart on the a@@ of the earth. Oh well, tomorrow is another day.