Silently, don't I remember you have a T or someone you have to see until June of this year whom you can't stand? Maybe it was some of the other people in your life or a combination. I don't think your T would do it if you haven't seen them and there's no way they know what's going on? Did you see anyone else between appointments or talk to anyone? Could it be an old enemy pissed they can't get to you any other way?