Freeze your eggs. Seriously. I wish I had. Went through the menopause early. While you're in the clinic, get some healthy checks to see if it'd be OK to be a mom. Then spend some time around babies and with children, and talk to their parents. Yes, it's exhausting. But the drive to have kids is strong too. Then make a decision based on facts about your life. Not just opinions from other people. FWIW I felt incapable of having a relationship, never mind a family; and now I'm a lot older and things are drawing to a close, I regret not trying harder. Good luck with your journey.