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Old Apr 07, 2018, 07:03 PM
Loose Screw x 2 Loose Screw x 2 is offline
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Originally Posted by ExplodingSun56 View Post
I always worry that people will want to avoid me for some reason. That they'll want to avoid me cause of the problems I'm having in life. That's why it's so hard to talk to people.
Sometimes it really is like that too. Most of my family has turned their back on me because I turned my back on God and because I am very insane and make them uncomfortable with my Facebook posts.
I can't help it though. I am extremely honest and I talk about whatever bothers me whenever I'm in front of a keyboard.
In the outside world I am silent and keep it all inside. When people ask me how I'm doing I smile and say that I'm doing good but, it's a lie. Sometimes it's better to just suffer in silence it would seem because the minute you open your mouth you forget about the rules and start to gush and before you know it you've spilled your guts and then, everyone knows that you're crazy and not the funny, silly kind of crazy either. That's how I perceive it anyway.