Hello,
I have been consistently passively suicidal for the past few years. I have been placed on risperidone which decreased my rage and anger and am now on another atypical antipsychotic vraylar. I am looking for advice from people with a better understanding of mental illness than my therapist. One of my doctors diagnosed me with anxiety from avoidant personality disorder and then schizophreniform disorder after I started having visual hallucinations. Also, I have started self-injuring since I went to see my therapist because that is the only type of illness she will actually see as a mental illness. My mother had an eating disorder when I was young and my aunt has schizophrenia so I am predisposed to these illnesses. Sorry for the depressing posts.