hmmmmmmmmmm....

today is another half star day. I notice that the less sleep i get (like the 3 hours last night) the harder it is to deal with the cravings and urges. I am at that point where if i don't keep my balance, I will spiral out of control.

It's superbowl sunday so naturally everyone is eating and drinking what they want. The store was lined with samples - I had a baby carrot - and there ain't a durn thing for me.... other than carrots, of course. I REALLY want pizza and ice cream!!!! I even talked myself out of being good and having "frozen dessert" which still makes me sort of sick.... thankfully (i guess) they were out! I ended up buying a health chocolate bar at the last minute and ate half of it (Sharing the other half). Technically I am not sure if it even counts as chocolate or not... has a lot of anti oxidents in it and chaste tree berry. I'm counting half a star for how I dealt with the situation (like a pouting 3 yr old).

I want pizza!!!!