Reading some of the other posts on here at times does get to me. You made this point that it wasn't a sin to have needs and I took your words and I believed. Part of the reason I broke up with my ex best friends was that I felt like I wasn't being apperciated.

But you make me feel like I asked for too much.That I became too much. Even when I was on two sessions a week I had times that I struggled, what did you think would happen if I dropped down to one, If I was still the same?

I never called you. It wasn't multiple emails or texts daily. At that point I did email three times in a row, but it was weekly and we were on rupture 4 by then.Your replies weren't detailed essays. It wouldn't have taken more than 2 mins to write a response back. Perhaps I am being dramatic, but you chose to ignore both of those emails.

You told me 15 mins before the end that I won't have a session this week.We had a deal that I wouldn't act out and you would put a plan in for me when you next went away. But you lied. It was 18 days over Christmas and now it's 14.

It's not insane to ask you for extra support when I'm struggling.

It's not insane to ask for a plan when you're away. Why would your going away not affect me?

Don't call me when you come back from your wonderful family holiday. **** your boundaries and your therapeutic frame. Accepting the birthday and the Christmas presents were obviously okay, because they benefited you but what about me?