I may be hoping for too much from the psych consult.

It may be that I am unhappy living the way I am as caregiver to my longtime companion. I am thinking about not continuing to stay here in this role. I hope no one will jump to seeing that as the solution. I think it's just too easy for others to say doing what I'm doing is too much. The alternative ways I could live might not be better. It is a very difficult decision. Not just because he would be unhappy to lose this service I provide. I might end up very lonely and unhappy myself. It's not real clear what would be best for me. I wish that were really clear.