Hi electricgold, Welcome to PC. I am so very sorry for your loss.

I understands that the way you feel is strange and uncomfortable, but actually I don't think it's that unusual. I'll give you an example. My sister, whom I deeply and profoundly loved, died 1 1/2 years ago. Over the months since she died I have felt myself take on certain traits or characteristics of hers. Sometimes it has happened to the point at which I almost feel half out of my own body as I transform into her.

I believe that it is a part of the grief process. It is also a way to honor and to keep alive certain aspects of the person we loved and who died.