so here's the dealio. T cancelled our session on wednesday cause she was sick. ok, understandable. disappointing, but understandable. Her message said, and i quote, "i'll give you a call within the next day or so to reschedule for later in the week, or we might just have to touch base by phone." first off, when she said the second part, i knew for a fact that she wasn't planning on fitting me in the end of the week. not only did she NOT touch base by phone, but mondays are our "usual" days and she has not touched base with me to make our usual appt. Now maybe she is just assuming i'm going to come, no. she isn't because even though its our usual day things can still come up and we need to at least connect with each other and make sure we are both good for our usual day. she could still be too sick for all i know. WHAT THE HECK! so i plan on not calling her. chances are she calls me tomorrow from the office while im in school seeing if i can come in after school. i feel like not even getting back to her. screw it. i'm sick of her not making any effort whatsoever. i don't know when i'll eventually call her back, but its not going to be right away thats for sure. and its not like im skipping sessions because THEY ARENT EVEN SCHEDULED! last week i cried at the thought of leaving T and right now im so mad i could stay away for months. i hate this waxing and waning.