I spent pretty much all of 2017 drunk or high on klonopin/xanax/painkillers (or both). In January I moved to Ecuador where I did not have access to any of those substances so basically I was forced to go clean. Now that I am back to the US it's like I can hear the pills calling my name. I found some old klonopin and a lot of xanax (only .5mg though) and I am just barely holding on. I want them so badly