I have it — OFS.

Mine presents as having a cynical take as I’m awakening and I wish that I could sleep the day away rather than read more stupid news. I don’t mean “stupid news” to reflect upon journalists at all, only saying that the press, quite rightly, reports on the stupidity so widespread in our country’s leadership.

I’m cynical. I’m tired. This is my social media — here. Self-absorbed? Yeah, that, too. An example: I was never worried about my body until my first heart attack at 34. Now I have such an awareness (obsession) with it all breaking down.

Last night an old friend dropped in: Mr. Post. Mr. Post is a radio personality with a program of talk-show elements but he also plays music. The music is so very eclectic, playing Mozart and Strummer. I first started hearing Mr. Post in 1984 and he would not allow me to sleep. I’ve not heard him in years, maybe, but he came back last night.

I was a functioning wreck for a long time. I’m not surprised that my mental disorders are still with me. I’m trying to continue to be ‘functional enough’ that I need not go back into institutions. For 3-4 days I’ve had heart arrhythmias (?) when getting out of bed.

Maybe I would know more about the web if I had maintained my interest in having the best technology. Now, I don’t care, can’t afford it. Are there other PC-style message boards? Am I really missing something with no Facebook?

What Patagonia and Laurie said. Yeah. They nailed it. I may be the oldest old fart on this thread.

What a wonderful topic!