Just when I thought I could not slip away any further, I have........

........and keep slipping so far down that nobody can ever reach me......not even me.....not even a "greater power".......

I am gone. I am totally gone with the power of this illness. And the depression....God it is killing me inside. I feel dead, only can feel this sadness. And I can't be saved anymore, cause I am gone.

this is me, now do u see her??