Hi t. Yesterday morning before I met with E, I drove to your previous office, where I saw you for that first year. That seems a lifetime ago, now. And what a different person I was then. I sat in my car in the empty parking lot for a few minutes, and the tears came.

I don't know why I went there. I was early for meeting E, and realized I was close, and it just happened. Trying to find back that connection w you, perhaps.

While E helped me find some much-needed clarity about all of this, I am nervous about seeing you Thursday. About what you are going to say.

Sigh.