I just wanted to thank everyone for their replies. I am still fitting into my size 0,1 and 3 jeans. Even though I know I gained weight, I've come to the decision that I will continue to eat like I have been because I am enjoying food. I am going to start on the eliptical that we have here at the house once I get over my cold. I am starting to think in healthier terms. I feel like I'd rather be in great physical shape with great abs and nice biceps. I want to be healthy. It's going to be a battle, because a little part of my brain still wants to go for the anorexic look and behaviors. i just know it bothered me when my 7 year old stepdaughter told me she wanted to be skinny. She sees the way I am. And one morning she told me she was proud of me because I ate breakfast before I drank my energy drink. ( The drink helps me lose my appetite.) I just don't want her to have a problem. She has enough to deal with already.
Well, I'm going to have a pizza and a beer. Maybe two slices!!