I often feel like I do not deserve the things my husband is happy to do for me.
I honestly do not know why he stays... I am in pain a lot of the time. I am often housebound. I have a lot of medical issues. My pain and my depression are treatment resistant. The list could go on and on.
I understand, at least to some degree, as to how you were feeling yesterday... and today, when you'd felt better than yesterday. I have felt both ways today.
Thanks for sharing!

WC