I found out I do have it formally dx a couple of months ago.

I realize as well I have zero trauma therapy experience.

I'm a walking fear monger at times.

The Dr. also was convinced I am BPD(borderline) but I am not.

I think my anxiety and avoident issues make me look borderline!

Today was a mess.

I wanted to move to a warm dry climate.

It's not happening yet.

I distrust those I live with most of all.

Maybe this is normal for C-PTSD?