I'd already let my parents see before just to quell the questions but I asked my neighbor friend in for a bit. We talked and she gets me somehow. Bipolar too, so that's prolly it. I felt very very nervous the whole time but calmer than, say, if it was a woman I'm romantically interested in. That IS the next step. I felt embarrassed that I forgot to do my dishes today and it's obvious I drink a lot of coffee because the the tiny garbage can tells that tale from under the kitchen sink. I do need some more decent seating and my air mattress, but, and this will be as unbelievable as it is to me, while I was writing this, an old schoolmate asked what I need! Synchronicity? It's also someone I had a mega crush on since I met her at age 3, but I think I let it go last year. Let's hope I did because she really had a hold that she had no idea about