I hate myself too and i'm really sensitive and judgemental and ashamed. I'm on private disability benefits so i don't really have to interact with others and mostly i don't. I'm a recluse. It's just too painful. I even got mad at a person on another forum yesterday and put her on 'ignore.' People can hurt me thru a computer.

Can you just keep your contact with people to a bare minimum? That's how i coped when i worked. It helped that i worked in a locked computer room with just one other woman who i got on with okay. Getting along with people is hard and at work it's imperative. It's a real challenge and i wish you all the best.

Hugs,

Jane.