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Originally Posted by scaredandconfused
.....I would encourage you to keep posting your feelings, but also acknowledge that there is a part of you that does want to stick around. Otherwise you would not have posted at all.
What strikes me with your words is that you don't necessarily want your -life- to end, but rather the -suffering- you feel.....
Sure, it would be a very permanent solution. But there are other potential strategies out there. Strategies that take hard work and don't happen overnight...
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Wow! Very well said.
I think you are spot on by the interpretation what the OP really wants is to be rid of the suffering.
To the OP, consider what would be better than your suffering even if it is merely a glimmer of hope. As Scaredandconfused said, it will take hard work and time to attain. Work with a therapist and/or psychiatrist. Take your meds! Discuss alternate treatment options. Set yourself some
realistic, attainable, and measurable goals. Babysteps.
You have many supporters who wish you well.