before I was integrated I was always discovering I had done something already. it was just my normal to wake up in the morning only to discover it was another day and I was somewhere I didnt remember, the same with my alters. I had one alter that was a frequent flier. by that I mean they were always packing up and moving somewhere, starting a whole new life somewhere else. my treatment providers called this dissociative fugue, before 2013 this was a separate dissociative disorder, now its a .....specifier.....for depersonalization/derealization disorder. by specifier I mean a treatment provider must write on files whether or not a persons depersonalization/ dereaization disorder comes with fugue states / moments or not.

my point maybe you can check with your treatment providers to see if they have listed fugue to your file. if so this will give you some much needed help. because it was part of my files my treatment providers, family and I were able to protect me and help me get back home sometimes free of charge if you end up in a situation again where you or your alters are somewhere you dont remember getting there and need to get back home. home being your new life or your old one.

as for the finding out I had bought things already that I had planned or wanted, again I have had a life time of that happening in all different categories of items and in all different areas of my life. the strangest but not shocking because I grew up this way was mad balls and cans and cans of chef boyardee spegetti and meatballs. ohhh the stories I can tell bout finding things in the kitchen that I didnt remember buying and rebought before integration. though I do wish the one that kep buying the mops would have actually used those mops.