It's been a recurring thought ever since high school. I just want to be comfortable in this body but I don't think this body was originally mine? It doesn't feel like it mine? I think I just sorta took over this body sometime in middle school but I'm not truely the original person that owned it. This body causes me great dysphoria over it and I just really want to be more comfortable living. I wish to start over so that I could get a new body, it doesn't have to be anything special just something with the sex characteristics I want, you know? I feel like this one is a lost cause...