I have no one to support what I want to do
One friend was passive aggressive and arrogant about something I told him. Doesnt work at home either, where my father and brother don't support it
I have no one to support my ideas so I don't do anything about it
Frankly, no point in living as I said. Sad that no one trusts me and I need to continuously prove it overtime

So anyway, how do I make someone understand that I have no point in living?
By the way, even a woman in a suicide hotline came to tell me "go seek public health treatment instead of private help, THEN you can tell you've done all you could". I confronted her with a "yeah, so you also admit that my life is screwed", to which she replied "NO, NO-" and I shortly shut the phone in her face