it is starting to look like for me, a stay at the hospital.I am paralyzied now mentally too, thank you for putting it that way. I just think i cn't make it one more day but i know i have to. well dishes being washed, vaccumming , laundry, etc...being a homemaker is so unrewarding. I did just recently sign up to be a friendly visitor for the elderly for visits and phone calls, but i wish i could have more assigned to me as i only have 2 people so far. They keep me going too even if i don't feel like answering the phone, im ok after talking. i need a new drug!