You are very young. 23? You most certainly have many years ahead of you to have kids and find maybe more suitable partner. I understand you think he us the love of your life. We all thought that at 23. Yet you have no idea what’s down the road and who is a better match. We all thought we know it all at your age. You can’t possibly have enough life experience to know. So don’t limit yourself and don’t make sacrifices that aren’t needed