I'm seeing you in a few hours for the first time in almost two weeks. My emotions are less intense than usual today and I'm still super sleepy from the Lexapro so I kind of feel like our session is going to be "wasted" on a day when I don't really need it or feel that invested. I still skipped the eyeliner today, as I always do on the days I'm seeing you, given how often I end up crying.
Maybe I'll be able to talk about some stuff that I'm usually not able to because I won't be feeling the usual emotions. Or maybe the emotions will hit me full force once we start talking. Who knows?

P.S. I only did a few thought records since I last saw you. Whoops. The problem is that the things that upset me usually happen when I'm in the middle of something. I can't stop in the middle of an experiment or walk away in the middle of a conversation to sit down and write about my feelings.