I was made one of two liasons/representatives for my floor in my new apartment building at the meeting I showed up for last weekend. I told her then not to give me any responsibility because I'm not able to handle it and it will not go well. She did it anyway. I don't want it and plan to do a real half-assed job of it, if any of it at all, so she will hopefully take it away. I don't want this and I'm super new here, like the newest one in the building. Why would she throw this on me? She needs the others and me to help plan things, which I'm terrible at because I overthink everything, and remind people of the building meetings. The hell? I only went to one in three weeks. I knew the other three were scheduled but didn't go because I don't want to. The third one I missed was rescheduled to the weekend and she lured me in to that one with coffee and donuts but my sister was supposed to call me as soon as it started, -not prior planned but prior plans to help sister-, and I knew I'd have an out. Sister didn't call and I stayed for the meeting and had this pushed on me. Why do people think of me to do things like this? This isn't the first time I've had things just pushed on me in life and they NEVER went well.
I guess I'm venting but I don't know what to do properly but I'm not enjoying the idea of this. Getting out of things through disappointing others sucks but it's my only tool for this.