I'm having such a horrible time right now. My meds are doing nothing for me.. I'm on the verge of crying all the time and I'm not handling multiple situations very Well!!!
Things were okay, until I injured my wrist from work. My boss was furious, screamed, swore and humiliated me in front of other employees. I left in tears and haven't felt the same since. Usually things I'd be able to shrug off.. I just haven't.
I then finally stood up to my sister who has hurt me for years with her horrible advice and comments and she has made a huge deal about it and told family members she will never forgive me for saying the things I did.
Ugh. I want to be strong, I just feel tired and emotionally drained. I want to stand up to those that hurt me.. but I always feel worse in the end.
I was supposed to return back to work tomorrow to, but after today my anxiety got the best of me and I just quit my job. My supervisor is begging me to stay and come in and discuss things, but I feel I cannot face my boss another day.

Things are just so up and down right now! I'm on medication but I really don't want to up the dose or change again in fear that I will feel even worse than I do now.

I just needed to vent and get it all off my chest. I feel lost and in the wrong in everything i do. It hurts.