Yes, it’s Thursday morning now.

I am ashamed.

My shrink/T put me on a mood stabilizer (Lamictal??) and Tuesday night I fell into an exhausted sleep and I — well, I wet the bed. The clean-up frazzled me so badly that I’ve not even arranged my daily meds.

Incontenence is very, very rare for me. This is, maybe, my third time over twenty-years? I had a ‘breathable-but-waterproof’ mattress cover on the bed. Still...

I’m having to titrate up to the maintenance dose but she believes that I might benefit from getting away from this manic marathon without investing in life-threatening doses of antipsychotics. I hope so.

Just as a P.S. — I really like this woman. I like the way that she began my therapy. I like her philosophy and approach.

Don’t you use Lamictal? Someone here does as I know that I’ve seen it listed a few times.

***It’s four in the morning, the end of December***