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Originally Posted by Zedsdead
Ugh. I want to be strong, I just feel tired and emotionally drained. I want to stand up to those that hurt me.. but I always feel worse in the end.
I was supposed to return back to work tomorrow to, but after today my anxiety got the best of me and I just quit my job. My supervisor is begging me to stay and come in and discuss things, but I feel I cannot face my boss another day. 
Things are just so up and down right now! I'm on medication but I really don't want to up the dose or change again in fear that I will feel even worse than I do now.
I just needed to vent and get it all off my chest. I feel lost and in the wrong in everything i do. It hurts. |
Try to trust the doctor and tell them this.
I was afraid to tell the doctor everything about how I was feeling because I feared it would result in more medication. I know you have a lot of anxiety (and depression right now
) and sometimes our anxiety makes us afraid to try or take medications. If you tell the doctor, they might be able to provide you with some relief. If your anxiety and depression is so bad that you can't face going to work--you need the help of a psychiatrist and therapist.
Venting here is good too.