Ugh I'm so sad. I know the best thing would be going into work and pretending nothing happened. But the poor treatment by my boss is just so on going that it has chipped away at me for a few months. The confrontation was the last straw for me and I'm so embarrassed that I burst into tears in front of everyone but he was screaming at me, calling me a liar and swearing.. I just couldn't hold it together!!

Put in everything that happened since then with family and I'm already on the verge of tears .. I known if I go in today to see him in going to cry the minute he speaks to me. I haven't dealt with depression in over a year before this. I feel shaky and tired. I can't get my head on straight.

The thought of going into the office is making my head spin and I just cannot.

I will call my doc today. He is amazing and I don't mind telling him these things. I'm going to start looking a new job today.

Thanks for letting me vent. I really appreciate it.