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Originally Posted by Vibrating Obsidian
I have no one to support what I want to do
One friend was passive aggressive and arrogant about something I told him. Doesnt work at home either, where my father and brother don't support it
I have no one to support my ideas so I don't do anything about it
Frankly, no point in living as I said. Sad that no one trusts me and I need to continuously prove it overtime
So anyway, how do I make someone understand that I have no point in living?
By the way, even a woman in a suicide hotline came to tell me "go seek public health treatment instead of private help, THEN you can tell you've done all you could". I confronted her with a "yeah, so you also admit that my life is screwed", to which she replied "NO, NO-" and I shortly shut the phone in her face
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Of course you don't. No one is going to support suicide. Why? Because no one you talk to is going to want to lose you. Suicide is so final, and no matter what our backgrounds are no one truly knows what, if anything, happens when we go. Yes, we will all ultimately face it but that doesn't mean we don't have a life to live first.
People who have attempted suicide and failed, have almost all universally said the same thing. "The moment I did *blank* I immediately regretted it". People that have survived jumping from the Golden Gate bridge have almost all said that. They regretted it. The moment we make that final decision, it's over. We can't take it back. We can't comfort those who are hurting because we are gone. It's done. It's over. It is so final, and there is nothing to romanticize about it and it won't
solve anything.
At the end of the day, no one can stop you. All we can do is try to be here for you no matter what happens, and hopefully show you that you are cared about and that this really is not worth it. Life is a rollercoaster, the bad thing about that is things can get really, really low. The good thing is, no matter how low they get things almost always will go back up. Trust me on that.