We all take things in life differently, what may be hard on me may not be as hard on you and vice-versa. But people not supporting what you want to do is hardly a reason to not live anymore. You have to live for yourself, and no one else. It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks. You have to do what makes you happy. The sooner you realize that the sooner you will be able to live a happy life without these thoughts invading your mind.