Hello Evan: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral. May I suggest you introduce yourself to the general membership over on our New Members Introductions forum? Here's a link:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/new-...introductions/

We here on PC cannot diagnose you. This is a job for a mental health professional. Our purpose, here on PC, is to provide one another with support as well as to exchange experiences & information. However here are links to some articles, from PsychCentral's archives, that may be of some help to you in trying to determine if what you are experiencing might be diagnosable as Bipolar Disorder:

https://psychcentral.com/disorders/bipolar/

https://psychcentral.com/disorders/b...ar-depression/

https://psychcentral.com/quizzes/bipolar-quiz/

https://psychcentral.com/disorders/b...rder-symptoms/

https://psychcentral.com/disorders/b...er-fact-sheet/

https://psychcentral.com/lib/an-over...olar-disorder/

I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.