I read in our journal the other day a rather sarcastic post by one of the three of us who co- hosts (for want of a better term), where she was slightly annoyed at being called an 'alter' and said "Oh so you're saying I'm the clone, well I think YOU are!" and I guess it kinda summed it all up in a way. I don't feel 'real' here in this moment perhaps but still disconnected like I know its not my life I'm living,I'm just borrowing it. She doesn't feel 'real'either so who is real? The one who is the original is rarely around anymore so does she still get to claim that right? She doesn't seem to want it. *sigh* sorry. I'm ranting.
-Suzi